Always the bad things

Always the bad things that stay in your head. Always the bad things that keep you thinking. Say something positive and a girl will remember it for, well, 4 seconds. Say something negative and she will remember it for a life time.

I kissed a boy. A cute one. Like: ashton kutcher cute. One of my bestes friends knows him for a long time and talks a lot with him. About me, for exemple. He told her that it was a mistake to kiss me. He said he is sorry for kissing a weird “creative” person. I don’t mind. I did’t want him as boyfriend anyway. But weird creative person? Is being creative something negative? Ofcourse not. The number of people who like me as creative person is bigger than the number of people who don’t like me. I know that I’m pretty the way I am. But it keeps you thinking.

Party

To finish a stupid testweek, me and some friends went to a party. The party was great. With friends. Dancing. Singing. Laughing. That feeling is so great. And the best of all: we don’t need to get drunk or high. We just have to be ourself. That gives a happy feeling.

perfection

I always have this big thing with perfection. Everything has to be perfect. Dresses I make, paintings I paint.. even the way my books stand on the bookshelf is perfect. But if other people aren’t perfect, I don’t mind. I’m happy that my obsession with perfectism is only for material stuff, not with people. People aren’t perfect. I’m happy for that, cause how boring would it be if every boy and girl on earth would be perfect? I think it would be very scary. So let material things be perfect. not people

Stubborn

It’s a shame I haven’t post something earlier this day. I also must say that I don’t have a good explenation. So I could try to talk it right, but that’s only gonna make it worse.

Trying to make things right, but making it worse instead. Let’s say I’m proffesional. There are always those little things you must not say to make it worse. But I’m so stubborn, I just need to say it. So I say it and than.. I made it worse. And other people are like; are you happy now? “well, most of the time, I am”. That’s awkward.

OOTD – 08032012

Today, I went to Nijmegen with a friend! We went to a University, and to starbucks, haha. This was my outfit of the day!

h&m shirt, h&m skirt, colours of benneton coat, invito bag

The army

I love this colour. When I bought it, it was like: WOW! And when i putted it on, it was like: WOOOW! I think it’s perfect colour for spring. So I’m gonma wear it a lot, I guess.

it’s rambo no. 5 from catrice

OOTD – Business

parents

Well. I’m sick. I’m never sick. But now, when I feel like my ears are gonna explode, my voice sounds like someone who smokes to much and I feel so, so, so tired my parents say: you’re overreacting. You aren’t sick. You’re going to school, otherwise you miss to much. Do this, do that. The problem is; I am missing to much. But I’m so, so, so tired.

A ‘can it be worse, ofcourse’ day

There are all ways those days when just everything goes wrong. Today, for excample. First: I forgot my drivinglesson, I just putted my clothes on, when: ring ring; were are you? I’m waiting for you! So there I went, without make up, breakfast, lunch, a coat and without styling my hair. I looked like one big disaster.
With phyics, we had to write an artikel about frequenties and formants. I was almost done when suddenly everything was gone! Big disaster two.
When I came home, I couldn’t get in. I must have forgotten my key. I thought my sister came home an hour later so I waited, and waited and waited. When I saw the neighbours coming home, I asked their ‘key for emercency’ so I could go in my house. Disaster three.
When I was finnaly in the house, after waiting for half an hour, I saw my sister watching tv. Like: she was home alll the time!

But hee, I have to be gratefull for the fact that I’m living. And I am. But when is karma kicking in for me?